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Thursday, October 3, 2013

Anna's Surgery

As most of you know, Anna's eye surgery was last Thursday.  As far as we can tell, the surgery was a success!  Her eyes look SO much better than before.  They seem to be tracking together really well, better than they ever have before.  It's almost strange to see...we were so used to the left eye being turned in that it's weird to see it looking straight and moving with the right eye.  Her eyes are still a little red but looking better every day.  We have to put antibiotic drops in three times a day, which Anna HATES.  But no more eye patch and hopefully no more surgeries!  We take her in for a follow-up appointment this afternoon, so we'll find out what the doctor has to say.  But we're feeling pretty optimistic!

The surgery was early Thursday morning.  We had to be to the surgery center at 7:00 a.m.  Derek and I woke up about 5:00 a.m. and showered and dressed.  We planned to wait to wake up Anna until right before we had to leave, but she woke up around 5:45, wanting to nurse. She couldn't eat for 5 hours before, which I was really worried about because she rarely goes that long.  Luckily, she handled it pretty well.  We got her up and got her dressed.  Then before we left, Derek gave her a blessing.

In the waiting area
It was a pretty cold and rainy day.  We got to the surgery center a few minutes early. We had to fill out some paperwork, and then we sat in the waiting room until about 7:45.   Then the nurse took us back to weigh Anna and take her vitals.  Her opthamologist (who performed the surgery) came to talk to us briefly.  Then the anesthesiologist came to tell us about how she would be put under and how long it would be before she woke up.

Then he swept her away.  We had planned to stay with her until they put her under, but they didn't give us the option.  It probably was better that way.  I think it would have been hard for me to watch.  After they took her, they led us to another waiting room next to the recovery room.  The surgery took about an hour.  It was a LONG hour.

Finally, the doctor came in and told us everything went well.  Then he talked to us about what to expect in the next few days as far as her recovery.  He told us Anna was still sleeping, but that she would be waking up soon. We could see Anna in the recovery room through the window.  Derek tried to walk over to her bed, but the nurses told us we couldn't go in there and that they would bring her to us as soon as she woke up.

About ten minutes later, they finally brought Anna to us.  She was just barely starting to stir, and her eyes were still closed.  It was so sad to see.  Her eyes were all puffy and there were a few drops of dried blood around them.  As she started to wake up more, she started crying (her voice was all horse from the tube they put down her throat).  She was NOT happy.  I tried nursing her and that helped calm her down a little.  Then the nurse came to take her vitals, and that made her mad again.  She wouldn't eat after that or take her pacifier.  I finally got her to stop crying by holding her upright with her head lying on my shoulder. That is my favorite way to hold her, but she hardly ever does it anymore, so I was kind-of loving it. :)  The nurse came in one more time to check her vital signs, and when everything looked good, they said we could go.

Anna had fallen back asleep by then, and we managed to slip her into her car seat without waking her up.  She slept the whole way home.  When we got home, she woke up and finally opened her eyes. We were a little worried at first because they still looked crossed!  But I think it was just because she was still pretty groggy.  After a few minutes, they looked as straight as can be!  Here's a before and after picture.
Before.
After.  So much better, huh?!
She was pretty fussy the rest of the day...not super cranky, but not her usual happy self.  We could tell her eyes were bothering her because she kept trying to rub them.  And they just looked like they hurt!  They were SO red and sometimes a little blood would trickle out of the corner.  They kind-of looked like eyes out of a horror movie, haha.  And she was so sleepy!  I think she was awake a total of maybe six hours that day!

But by the evening, she was starting to act more like herself, smiling and wanting to get down on the floor and scoot around.  And the next day, she was almost completely back to her normal, happy self.

We are just feeling so grateful that everything went so well!  Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers through this whole ordeal.  We really, really appreciate it!

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Yardwork

I know I promised to post pictures of our house, and I haven't done it.  That's because I'm not quite ready to show it off yet.  We just have so much space and not enough furniture to fill it!  We did buy a new couch and T.V.  We still want to get an entertainment center, bookshelves, and maybe a new bedroom set in the next few months here.  And do some painting.  And then maybe I'll be ready to show it to people other than family.

But despite lots of empty space and several unpacked boxes, it is starting to look more like a home.  We finally hung most of our pictures up on the walls.  I bought two new trash cans and some new soap dispensers for the bathrooms. And we bought Anna a bookshelf so all her books are actually on a shelf rather than in a box.

And the yard is starting to look really good.  We had a several dry patches of grass that have greened up nicely after a few extra waterings and several rainstorms.  Derek's mom came last weekend (with garden gloves in tow) to help us with the yard.  She went to town clearing out the vegetable garden, tearing out two nasty trees, replanting the plum tree in a new spot, and planting a new tree out front.  It looks so much better!  Thanks, Karry!

In fact, maybe I'll go take a few pictures of the yard and post those.  Here ya go...
Before: See the little plum tree next to the garden which is all overgrown with weeds? And the ugly cottonwood?

After: Cottonwood is gone!  Garden is weed-free.  And the plum tree is moved.

 Before: Dryish grass and nasty Russian olive tree?

After: Green grass! Russian olive is gone.  And there's the little plum tree's new home.

Here's another view of the yard.  (Sorry it's blurry.  I was taking from behind the window because it was raining.)

So the three trees are a plum tree, cherry tree (which was engulfed before by the cottonwood...you can see the stump), and an apple tree.  We want to plant a peach tree to the left of the plum next spring.  And we will fence in the rest of the backyard, hopefully next spring as well.  Derek also wants to put in a drainage system between the trees and fence.  Our backyard and our neighbor's backyard both slope down to where they meet, and when we had a huge rainstorm last Saturday, we had a little pond in our yard for a couple days.

So there's the backyard.  I promise I'll post pictures of the inside soon!

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

So long, sweet summer

This summer has sure flown by!  I cannot believe it's already September.  Typically, the end of summer is bittersweet. It means the end of summer vacation but the beginning of fall, my favorite season.  But this year, since no one in our family is in school and the weather is still pretty warm, it still feels like summer.  And I'm ok with that. :)

Here are a few of highlights from the last "official" month of summer!

1. Attending my cousin Kyle's wedding.

The happy couple!
At the reception

Matt with Anna

Anna, Jenna, and Shannon hanging out at Grandma's before the reception 
Monty and Anna.  

(I wish I had gotten a video of those two. Anna was laughing at everything Monty did!  It was so cute!)

2. Spending time with my mom when she drove Maggie out for her first year of college.

Eating lunch at the CougarEat
Anna's BYU jersey matched Grandma's shirt :) 

Anna loves Maggie's hair!



3. Enjoying our daily walks along the river trail near our new house.





4. Watching the thunderstorms roll in.  We've had a storm almost every day for the past few weeks.  I'm loving it!

Although it's been a busy summer (two trips to Denver, four weddings, one family reunion, two moves, and a new house!), it's been a good one with lots of fun memories.

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Eight is Great!

Anna is eight months old!  Crazy, I know.  This has been a really fun stage—maybe my favorite so far.  Anna can sit and entertain herself with toys for a good chunk of time.  She can't crawl yet and get into things.  She can go 3-4 hours between feedings and naps...which means we can be out and about for longer periods of time.  She still goes to almost anyone without a problem.  She loves to play and interact. And, hallelujah, she is sleeping 7-8 hours at night!  And she's just so darn happy! Everyone comments on what a happy baby she is.  She is almost always smiling!

I haven't weighed Anna in awhile, but she's probably around 20 pounds.  She seems to be a little bigger than average based on her clothes' size.  She is wearing 9 month clothes and fits a few 12 month things.  She still wears size 3 diapers.  Her hair is getting really long, especially in the front, but I don't want to cut it.  I think I'll just brush the bangs to the side or pin them back until they're long enough to pull into a ponytail.

Anna is rolling over both ways like a pro.  I always lay her down on her stomach to sleep now.  I think that's why she sleeps so much better.  Sometimes she'll start crying in the night, and by the time I go to get her, she's shifted positions and is back asleep.  That never happened when she slept on her back.  

Because she tries to roll over, diaper changing is a challenge!  I'll hold her feet with one hand trying to wipe her clean, and she'll try to twist her little torso onto her tummy.  So then I'll try and pin her stomach down and leave her feet free...but that usually means a foot in poo.  She is also starting to reach down and grab her diaper while I'm changing it.  Not cool.

I think Anna is still a month or so away from crawling.  She is starting to scoot a little bit, but she can't push up onto her hands and knees yet.  She moves the most in her crib...she uses the bars to push off with her feet.  I'm not in any hurry for her to crawl though.  I like being able to put her down with her toys and go to the bathroom and not wonder where she'll be when I get back!


This month Anna started sitting up in the grocery cart!  It was so fun to watch her the first time.  She was just smiling and smiling and looking around at everything.  She loves the new view!  And I like having more space in the cart!

Anna said her first recognizable word this month..."Da-Da." Ok, she doesn't actually say "Da-Da." It's just meaningless babble that happens to sound like "Da-Da."  But Derek gets all excited and praises her for it.  So it probably won't be too long before she makes the connection between the word and the crazy guy cheering ever time she says it. :)  She also loves to say the "Ssss" sound...except it's kind-of with a "Sid the Sloth" lisp, haha.

Anna is starting to clap!  When we cheer and clap, she will get excited and put her hands together too.  When she gets really excited about something, she bobs her head up and down, throws her hands in the air, and shuffles her feet back and forth.  So adorable!

Here are some of Anna's current favorites:

1.) Food—she loves almost everything we give her.  We mostly let her finger-feed herself...which means most of it ends up on the floor.  But she loves it!
First time eating spaghetti!

2.) Bath time.  She takes a bath about every other day.  After she gets scrubbed down, we let her splash and play with her toys to her heart's content.


3.) Roughhousing with Daddy.  He's turning her into a little daredevil.  He will throw her in the air, hang her upside down, and balance her with one hand.  It makes me nervous sometimes, but she just laughs and laughs!

4.) Books.  She has to touch every single page.  I'm trying to teach her to turn the pages, but she doesn't really get it yet. :)  We mostly stick to the board books right now so she doesn't rip the pages!

5.) Her blankets.  When it's nap time, I usually lay her down with her pacifier and blanket.  As soon as she gets that blanket she grabs it with both hands and buries her face into it.  It's so cute!  She'll usually fall asleep that way.

6.) Her box of toys.  It doesn't matter how many toys we place in front of her.  She always wants to reach in her little toy box and pull all the rest out too.  It's so fun to watch her.  She'll pull out a toy, turn it over and over in her hands, examining it from each angle.  Then she'll put it in her mouth.  Then after a few minutes, she'll put it down and reach for the next one.

7.) Things that aren't toys.  The remote.  Our phones.  Plastic bags.  Paper.  I think this is true for most babies.  Why do we spend money on toys when they're just as happy with an empty water bottle?

8.) Taking evening cat naps and then staying up until 10:30 or 11:00.  Mom and Dad aren't such a fan of this.  We try not to let her nap in the evening, but sometimes we decide we'd rather deal with a happy, well-rested baby until 11:00 than a grouchy, overtired one until 9:00.  She's so cranky when she's tired!

Anna doesn't like...

1.) Her eyepatch.  She will turn her head and push my hands away every time I go to put it on.  Then she'll rub at it like she's trying to take it off.  After a few minutes, she seems to just forget about it, and it doesn't bother her anymore.

2.) Getting dressed.  You'd think she'd be used to it by now!

3.) Being left alone.  As long as she can see you, she's fine.  But as soon as you leave the room or move to where she can't see you, she will start crying.

4.) Other babies crying.  I was in the mother's lounge at church the other week with another mom and baby.  Whenever the little girl would start crying a little, Anna would just start bawling.  I think it was scaring her!

5.) Nursing when other people are around.  She wants to see everything that's going on and won't focus to eat.  I have to nurse her in a quiet room with no distractions.

Well, that's a pretty good update...I always feel like I'm writing a novel every month, but there are so many things I don't want to forget!  Here are a few more pictures.

She didn't like the hood and tried to pull it off!


Watermelon!



I know.  I can't stand how cute she is either! :)

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Surgery is Scary

We were told last Monday that Anna needs to have surgery to fix her crossed eyes.  We weren't surprised or shocked.  We hadn't seen any improvement with the patching, and we had read a lot of information about strabismus (misaligned eyes).  Everything we read about her condition seemed to point to surgery as the answer.  So we were pretty much just waiting for the doctor to confirm what we already knew.

But as we sat there in the doctor's office, hearing the procedure explained as a "when" rather than an "if" and hearing the risks involved...and actually marking a date for the surgery to take place...it all suddenly became real.  And a little frightening.  Even though I know that the risks are statistically very small, and even though the doctor specializes in this procedure and has done it hundreds of times, and even though I want the problem to be fixed...even though my mind tells me that everything will be fine and there's no reason to worry...I worry.  Because she's my baby girl.  And I love her more than life.  And the thought of even the possibility of anything bad happening to her is terrifying.

I wish she didn't need surgery!  I hate the thought of handing her over to doctors and nurses to be poked and prodded and put under and operated on.  I hate the thought of waiting over an hour to be told that everything went well and to see and hold her again.

Most of all, I hate that there's nothing I can do to fix it.  Everything else I've been able to fix for her.  I feed her when she's hungry.  I help her to fall asleep.  I comfort her when she's hurt.  But this is out of my hands.  I have to literally put my baby girl in the hands of strangers (competent and skilled strangers, but still strangers).  And I have to trust them to fix her eyes.

All I can do is pray.  Pray and have faith that the Lord will watch over her and that everything will be fine.  And there's no reason why everything won't be just fine!  But it's still scary.

(Also, for anyone who is interested, I found this website that explains Anna's condition really well.  You can also read Derek's blog post which explains the surgery in more detail.)

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Nicknames

I'm not one to give people nicknames.  The most creative I get is shortening names to one syllable. "Trevor" to "Trev." "Ashley" to "Ash." "Jessica" to "Jess." You get the idea.  I don't really use terms of endearment either, not even with my husband.

But for some reason, it's different with Anna.  I think I've called her every cutesy pet name under the sun.  "Sweetie," "sweetheart," "sweetie pie," "hun," "honey," "honey-bunch," "darling," "cutie pie," "love."

And then we have dozens of nicknames for her.  "Anna Girl" and "Baby Girl" are my favorites.  Derek likes to call her "Little Girl" and "Munchkin." Then there's "Sweet Girl" and "Chubby Cheeks" and "Anna Babe." And, even though Derek hates it, I can't help but call her "Anna Banana" every once in awhile. :)

Her other nicknames either relate to her mood ("Sunshine," "Sleepyhead," "Miss Grumpy Gills") or to various bodily functions ("Slobber Face," "Stinky Pants," "Drool Queen").

Does every parent do this to their children???

Friday, August 2, 2013

7 months old!

The other day, I was watching some videos of Anna when she was only a few weeks old, and it is amazing how much she's changed in just half a year.  She is so much more independent.  She can roll over and pick things up and sit up all by herself.  And she has SO much personality.  We are always laughing at her funny expressions and little quirks.  And she's so BIG!  I saw a little 4-week-old baby at church on Sunday who looked absolutely tiny.  I thought for sure he must have been a preemie, but when I asked his mom how much he weighed when he was born, he was almost exactly the same as Anna!  I couldn't believe that she used to be that small!

Anna's biggest accomplishment this month has been learning to sit all on her own.  She can sit up without any support for over a half hour.  What is amazing to me is how she can lean forward to grab a toy...almost to where she looks like she's going to fall over...and then she'll just sit back up again.  She LOVES her toys.  Her favorites are her teddy bear, a Mickey Mouse stuffed animal, and this neat colored ball thing that you'll see in some pictures later on.  She is starting to use the pincer grip to now to pick up smaller objects.


Being able to sit up means she can use her highchair now for mealtimes.  She loves being able to sit with us and eat "grown-up" food.  We pretty much have to strip her down to her diaper while she eats and then give her a bath afterward (and sweep and mop the floor!), but it's so fun to watch her explore new foods.  She's not a picky eater.  She eats about anything!  Here's some pictures Derek took of her eating broccoli.  (I wish we took pictures the day she ate watermelon...her diaper was stained pink!)



While being able to grab things makes holding toys and eating solids easier, it makes some things more difficult.  Story time isn't very fun because she grabs the books out of our hands and tries to eat them.  She grabs food off our plates.  She grabs my necklace.  She grabs our faces...which is funny sometimes, but sometimes hurts!

Anna's sleep has been a little better this month.  I didn't really stick to the "sleep training" method I described in last month's post.  We tried it for a few days.  It worked some of the time, mostly for naps.  But at night she would just toss and turn and cry until I couldn't take it anymore and picked her up.  So now, we still try to put her down awake in her crib, but if she cries for more than five or ten minutes, we'll just pick her up and try something else.

But in the process, we've learned some new tricks that help her sleep.  One is that she likes to sleep on her side/stomach.  I used to always lay her down on her back after I had rocked her to sleep.  But when she falls asleep in her crib, she always rolls onto her side.  It is super funny because she'll often use the rails of the crib to push off when she turns over...and to keep her body in a side-lying position.  Here's a picture of her little toes gripping the rails of the crib...

Anyway, so now I always lay her down on her side or tummy.  She seems to sleep a little longer that way.

Anna also likes sleeping on the big bed in her room.  We're going to miss having that when we move into our new house!  When she can't fall asleep in her crib, I'll often pick her up and lie next to her on the big bed.  If I pretend to be asleep, after about 15-20 minutes of her tossing and turning, she'll fall asleep too...usually without any crying!  After she's in a deep sleep, we can transfer her easily to her crib.  The only problem is that I sometimes have a hard time pretending to be asleep because she's just so darn funny!  She'll "talk" or buzz her lips or blow air in my face...and I can't help but start laughing.  And then she smiles because she thinks it's funny and knows I'm not asleep.  Little stinker!

Anyway, bedtime is less of a struggle now.  But we still haven't figured out how to get her to sleep through the night.  Her doctor told me that she should be able to sleep 8 hours without needing to eat and that she was probably waking up to "comfort nurse."  So I've tried not nursing her every time she wakes up.  But she is still waking up just as much. So I'm pretty much out of ideas and just waiting for her to hopefully grow out of it soon!

So the update on Anna's eyes.  We took her back to the opthamologist (different one this time), and he flashed a bunch of lights at her and put different lenses in front of her eyes just like last time.  He said that he's almost 80% sure that it's a problem with the eye muscles that will require surgery.  I would go into more details about the problem and the surgery, but Derek already did that. So if you want to know more, read this post on his blog.  But basically, we're going to patch her right for 2 hours a day to strengthen the left one, and then go back for a follow-up appointment at the end of August where we'll most likely need to schedule her surgery.  It is scary to think about...mostly because she's so little and there's always the slight chance of a bad reaction to anesthesia.  That's really the scariest part to me, having her put under.  The surgery itself is pretty simple and doesn't even require any recovery time or pain medication afterword.  She'll go in and come home the same day.  So we're a little nervous about it, but mostly we just want her eyes to work they way they're supposed to.  We're happy that it's something that can be fixed!
Still happy, even with the eye patch on.  Look at those bottom teeth! 


Speaking of Anna's eyes, they still haven't decided what color they want to be.  I guess I would call them brown.  But they're not dark brown like mine or Derek's.  Sometimes, they look almost a hazelly green.  Other times they look steel gray.  It all just depends on the lighting.

Here are some of my current favorite things about Anna.

1.) She loves playing games.  She and I have this game when I'm nursing her.  She always likes to reach up and touch my face.  So I started "eating" her fingers, and she thinks it's hilarious!  It distracts her from eating, but we still play it anyway. :)  She also plays peek-a-boo with Daddy.  She'll cover his eyes with her hands and then uncover them.  It's so funny!

2.) Almost every time she's falling asleep she makes this funny noise...it's like half-way between a whine and a whimper.  I'll have to get a video of it sometime.  It's so cute!

3.) Anna is so curious about everything!  I was tying my shoes next to her the other day, and she just stared at my shoes with wide-eyed expression on her face.  It's like that with every new thing she sees.  She just stares and stares, trying to figure out what's going on.  And she does it with people too.  When she meets you for the first time, she'll just stare you down...it's like she's searching your soul.  It's a little disconcerting!

4.) She loves different textures.  We'll just sit her in the grass and she'll just rub her hands and feet back and forth through the grass. She loves also loves Dereks' arm hair, the fringe of blankets, and the bristles on her brush.

5.) Her giggle.  It's still really rare, and it makes me laugh every time!

6.) She likes to smack things.  I think she just likes the sounds it makes.  She hits the tray on her highchair, Grandma's granite countertop, the couch cushions.  And the piano keys!  She also loves to slap the surface of the water and make splashes when we go swimming.

7.) Anna noises.  They actually sounds more like talking now, rather than coos and squeals. It's hard to explain, but it really sounds like she's saying words...just none that are intelligible.  Especially when she's upset about something, it really sounds like she's grumbling.

8.) Anna's scrunched-up-eyed, two-toothed, chubby-cheeked smile.  She is such a little ham!